So this is it.
This is it?
Really?
God bless.
Archive for 2011
JUST SO YOU KNOW
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Siguro kung single ka lang hindi ako mag-aalinlangang
UNPLANNED CONTACT
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It was sunny and I was sad
We accidentally met in the corridor
You smiled at me and I looked at you with a blank face
Your eyes spoke to my heart
You sent me an unclear message with a chill down to my spine
You made me think two unaffected questions at a same time for the most confusing 5 seconds of my life
I missed you when you turned away and moved on
I wanted to grab you and hug you
But my long arms said "it's enough,think first".
I'm not the same person that day till now.
If only you could see it
If only you would see more than just ACP on a red shirt, you could see a beautiful world.
ciao =)
BEST THING
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The best thing about LOVE is that it could touch the deepest part of my heart.
The best thing about ME is that I let LOVE touch the deepest part of my heart.
The best thing about YOU is that YOU always touch the very deepest part of my heart.
-ACP
LETTERS TO JULIET
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Inspirational quote from the movie
" Dear Claire, "What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet "
Wow! I dream to walk to that place called ROME.
And be a Charlie that did nothing but made Sophie fell on her feet.
Eh ang tagal naman kasi nan Sophie ni ACP.
At ang hina dumiskarte ni ACP kay Sophie.
Ano na mangyayari? O.0
REST
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800 bloody questions have been answered by a single sleepy brain and millions of neurons of mine.
800 boxes have been filled by a lefty.
And 4 days of combat against my laziness.
I have answered some different kinds of questions except,
WHEN ***************?
Isang linggong pahinga,
I need to rest, need to sleep, to forget and to stop thinking.
Hay.
Kahit isang linggo lang masaya na ako dun.
:(
HUNTS
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Sobrang stressful, minsan nakakalimutan ko na kung ano pakiramdam ng maging bata ulit.
Nakakamiss din pala maging elementary at highschool student kasi buong buhay ko noon ay puro gala-laro-gala-laro lang ginagawa ko.
WOOOOOOOH!
Namimiss ko na ang lumang ACP.
Review mode ulit. Kaya ko toh. :)
FIND ME
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THE A-TEAM
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BUHAY ESTUDYANTE
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LUNES: Nasa school.
Martes: Nasa school
MIYERKULES: Nasa school
HUWEBES: Nasa school
BIYERNES: Nasa school
SABADO: Nasa school.
LINGGO: Pag may seminar nasa school pa rin.
Araw-araw nasa school kami para mag-aral. Kahit madalas o paminsan-minsan na hindi nakikinig at nag-iingay lang sa loob ng klase eh hindi mo pa rin maitatanggi na wala kang natutunan sa loob ng araw ng lecture.
May pagkakataon na hindi tayo naiintidihan ng mga magulang natin, at may pagkakataong nakalimutan nila na minsan sa buhay nila naging estudyante din sila.
Kanina lang napagdesisyunan ko na hindi ko pa yata kaya sumabak sa isang twist na pwede mangyari at magpabago sa buhay ko, ang BOARD EXAM.
Nakakahiya man aminin pero sadyang tamad talaga ako mag-aral kaya nararamdaman ko na hindi pa ako handa.
Kaya kanina napagalitan pa ako nun sinabi kong hindi ako kukuha ng exam sa july.
Dami nilang sinabi, di muna sila nag-iisip.
Naiintindihan ko naman na gusto nila malagay ako sa magandang katayuan sa buhay pero sana maintindihan nila na hindi yun minamadali, may tamang panahon para dun, may tamang oras sa lahat ng bagay.
Magiging nurse ako.
Sa ngayon nawawalan ako ng gana.
Dapat suportahan nila ako kung ano yun gusto ko hindi yun papangunahan nila ako. HAY.
Nakakawala ng gana.
Bahala na. =(
Ang Puno’t Dulo ng Pag-Ibig
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Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang
mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at
totoo pa rin. Ang labo di ba? Pero ang
linaw.
Masaya magmahal. Malungkot
magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason.
Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero
kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero
okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!
May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is
only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi
laude ang standing niya, pero dumating
ang panahon, na-in-love din ang
hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya
ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng
love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya
paminsan, nagiging moron lang.
Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-
ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din
niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang mayayabang,
nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang
pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang
mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang
malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas,
lumalambot.
Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag
dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na
talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh.
Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love
ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words
na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang
WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar.
Magpapaasar ka naman.
Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa
problema ng ibang tao, ang galing-
galing mo? Pero ‘pag problema mo na
yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan
ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong
wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi
mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga
taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng
pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman
ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap
mabuhay. Pwede na ‘ko mamatay. Now
na!"
At hindi lang ‘yon. Ang sarap din
pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman
nilang masasaktan lang sila eh
magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-
ibig. Tapos ‘pag luray-luray na yung puso
nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may
kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya ‘ko
sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok
sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko
kakasabi ng mga bagay na
nakakatawa ‘pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-
usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi
siyang nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko
nang eksperto na ‘ko. Pero wala pa rin
akong alam.
Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay
ang katotohanang kapag gusto
magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na
lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong
ikaw ang punchline.
Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.
WAIT
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Maghintay ng jeep, pila sa school, maghintay ng kalaro sa dota at maghintay ng uwian.
Nakakatamad na nakakabagot.
Pero ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ay yun hintayin mo yun tamang tao sa buhay mo.
Hindi natin alam baka kaklase mo pala, kaaway, kasabayan sa tricycle o di kaya kasabay tumawid ng kalsada.
O di kaya eh yun nagbabasa ng blog nato :P (haha)
GALAXY: There's a lot more things to do than waiting.
You always have a choice to do or not to do the things that will make you happy.
You are free to choose.
BUT. What if you're waiting for someone who's already committed? Would you still wait?
Will you spend your time waiting rather than searching for another?
What will you do ACP?
ACP: I have been there in that situation before, and I did the waiting.
But you know what, the best thing that I did was,
I spent my whole time with her that she spent her free little time with me,
I shared every word that my heart could express,
I whispered every sweet lines and made the stars collide in heaven.
And I embraced her with all my love with no hesitation that she's taken by others hand.
Galaxy, You're asking me what will I do?I just want to do the same,because those are the things that will make me happy.
Waiting is the sweetest effort to do.
Let the time do the work.
Just let it be.
LESSON
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Sabi nila,
"EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER" the longer we live the more we learn but
I have enough experienced and lessons in love, and I apply it everyday.
I took everything without asking why.
And if I have a pen to write every lessons that I got,
I'm certain that I could fill every space on that board.
I truly wish that you're made of not to give another lessons, assignments and then just go away without saying goodbye,
But to give me a make-up class that will make me realize how incomplete my life is when we're not together.
THE ONLY WAY THAT I KNOW HOW TO FEEL
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I wish I can take a glimpse of yesterday where the only reason of pain were cuts and wounds in my knees every time I fell.
Unlike today, though I have strong knees to support myself,
My brittle heart keeps falling and this ruinous love remains unfair.
LOVE ME
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My heart has been broken so many times but it never stops to love.
And now, I see no one special that holds a place inside my heart,
No one could fill the feeling of emptiness BUT
It's you, you fix every pieces.
You complete everything.
Every little things that we have are the most precious moments I'd treasure.
I wish this would be forever.
I'll wait for you.
So love me.
Like the way I'm doing.
I do not promise to do different but
I do promise to do better.
Love ME.
TAKE IT EASY, GOD WILL FIND A WAY FOR YOU
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Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today
LALALALALA ;D
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It breaks my heart.
This is a bad song. Haha.
Ito yun song na kelan lang naging paborito ko.
Ang gondo kasi. MEOOWWW!
HAHAHAHA!!
SERYOSO na!!
Namimiss ko si Chesca sa song nato.
Naalala ko yun mga araw na magkasama kami.
Sa simbahan, sa sinehan, sa mall, sa gym, sa oval, sa jeep, sa plaza.
It was so great to be on her side kahit hindi kami. I felt something that I can't explain.
Akala ko siya na.
Akala ko lang yun. Haha. ;D
Haay. Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. Haha.
Basta ayun ;( .
HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY
"It's not wrong to reminisce, reminiscing was just like reading old lectures where you've learned to grow"
Hanggang dito nalang siguro.
GOODNIGHT ACP.
meowciao.
THE WAY WE USED TO BE
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This song always make me stun, kaya bawal ko to marinig sa kalsada baka masagasaan ako.
Someone dedicated this song for me. Hindi ko alam kung natatandaan niya pa pero ako tandang-tanda ko pa.
We were chatting that time and we were talking bout anything.
We were okay naman nun. Kaso may sabit. LABOO.
That day was the last day we had a serious talk. After nun wala nang matinong usapan na nangyari.
Puro asaran nalang at sungitan. And now we don't have a communication kahit sa FB, lagi kasi ako offline sa kanya.
She's nice and still ready to mature.
If someday we will meet, honestly, I don't know what to say to you.
Because I've always screwed up in so many ways.
Take care chiquic =))
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME
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Ito yun isa sa mga song na nagp-play kanina while staring at the solar system.
Anong meron diyan? haha.
I personally dedicated that song to my ex-gf OOPPS! no names.
This song is absolutely romantic ;(
Hindi na dapat pero naaalala ko siya sa song nato.
I always remember how good and sweet she was.
Sabi nga nila ang swerte ko daw sa kanya kasi wala sa itsura ko ang makabola ng ganun klaseng babae. Haha! (si ACP pa)
Naaalala ko siya sa song nato hindi dahil mahal ko pa siya, kundi dahil naaalala ko na minsan pala sa buhay ko may babaeng magmamahal sa akin gaya nang ginawa niya.
She's so perfect for every guy, she's so perfect for me but I got caught, I had short comings.
Haay! nakakamiss din pala yun ganun, yun may naghihintay sa akin pag uuwi ako, yun may nagbabawal sa akin magdota, yun may nang-aaway sa akin kapag hindi ako nagpakita ng buong araw. :D
NAKAKAMISS!
But for everything that I did, there's one thing I'm sure of, I never regret. :)
(NEXT SONG)
meowciao.
GRABEE BORING :D
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Bakit ganun parang ang bagal kumilos ng araw ng linggo.
Gumising ako ng 10am, kumain ng malamig na cheese burger kasi nakalimutan ko kainin kagabi.
Nanood ng NBA mga 20 minutes lang.
Mga 11am naglaro ako ng games sa ipad, PAUSE!
2pm kumain ako ng tanghalian, PAUSE!
Nakalabas na naman yun aso ko sa kulungan, naghabulan ulit kami.
RESUME! naglaro ulit ako, natapos ko yun isang map mga 4pm.
Pagkatapos ko maglaro naisip ko di pa pala ako naliligo. (HAHAHA)
After maligo kinain ko yun pinabili kong cheese burger ulit at spaghetti.
6:30pm binalak kong matulog pero nauwi sa soundtrip habang nakatitig sa solar system (kisame na may glow in the dark na planets at stars).
Habang nakikinig ng mga kanta sa phone ko madami akong naalala. =)
Masasaya at meron ding malulungkot. (nag-eemo)
Kaya naman mamaya marami ata akong ikukwento sa bestfriend (BLOG) ko tungkol sa mga naaalala ko, pero sa ngayon tatapusin ko muna yun 10 pages term paper ni Sir! BADTRIP!!
Kung hindi ko lang kapwa bisaya yun si Sir hindi ko gagawin to. Nyah!
meowCiao.
SARAP MATULOG
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I was so sleepy that time but I felt the need to capture her because it's not a good idea and truly a big problem if I will leave her outside of her cage, and just to figure out if I really look stupid while sleeping, I made this shot before I get up. KaBoo0m!
STORIES
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I just finished watching "BEDTIME STORIES".
And I think I am sleepy now.
And hungry. NYAH.
In the usual manner, every movie implies a good lesson for everyone.
It's just a matter of how people act or perceive the ideas of a movie.
Like me, I have a great faculty of perceiving, a great way to perceive every movies that I've watch.
"Your fun is only limited by your imagination"- Skeeter (Adam Sandler)
Don't just live in your dreams ACP, make things real.
Forget the "touch moved" rule, get your Queen and capture the King.
OOOPPPSS! CHECKMATE!
♫ Don't stop believing hold on to that feeling ♫
T.T
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Exactly 12:00 midnight and I'm done watching THE NOTEBOOK.
"Your problem is, you don't do anything to get what you want" - NOAH
This is true, It is my problem. NYAH!
Making a right choice is never hard if you follow your heart.
Sometimes,Time is unkind you will get old sooner but Love never gets old, it is always pure and young.
-ACP
DISTINCTION
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At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together."
POWER UPS
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GROW OLD WITH YOU
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Kakatapos ko lang panoorin yun "THE WEDDING SINGER".
Tawa ako ng tawa sa movie
I like how the random guys appear and blow some funny lines.
Very classic yun movie, nakakadala nan damdamin. HAHA!
Im in love with this movie. :D
It's an interesting part when some people change their feelings even on the day of their everafter.
Wow! Love moves in crazy ways talaga.
Love is not all about money, security, material things, long-term relationships and looks. It is clear that you want a resume of your partner, not Love.
But, Love is all about what you feel. It's a feeling that someone holds you and says that everything is alright.
Hays, I wanna be a wedding singer of my own wedding.
And I'm gonna serenade the girl of my dream everyday.
*di man tayo sabay lumaki, sabay naman tayo tatanda. :)*
ciao=)
SCOTT PILGRIM's LESSON
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It is a movie that has a unique way of showing the real essence of life and love.
Napanood ko to last December.
Medyo nakakaloko lang yung mga scenes kasi kung papanoorin mo eh para kang nanonood ng action movie at hindi love story.
Pero kung sa aral na maibibigay nang movie eh saludo ako. nyah!
Kasi the movie shows a very inspirational idea,
Ano naman yun eh puro battle lang napanood ko dun?
Everytime I watch, I feel it.
Yan ang ugali ko pagnanonood ng movie, lagi ko nirerelate sarili ko sa movie.
Anyway, the lesson of the movie inspires me, it tells that in life/love when you're down and when you feel it's over, never give up.
Parang video games lang yan, kapag talo na, wag ka susuko hangga't di mo nakukuha yun gusto mo makuha
Remember, kung game over man yan, don't forget that you always have a COIN to play again.
And that COIN represents the WILL and GUTS.
CIAO =P
MY NUMBER 1 ♫
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Starting to realize how things become unkind to me.
I love this song.
I hate this song.
Gulo noh?
Kapag masaya kasi ako, ito yun pinapakinggan ko nan pauli-ulit
Kapag malungkot naman ito din pinapakinggan ko.
Kaya naman this song is very important to me.
Feb 22 ngayon
Napakamemorable nan araw natoh kasi sobrang boring.
Halos natulog lan ako sa minor subject namin kanina.
NAKAKAANTOK.
NAKAKATAMAD
NAKAKALUNGKOT
Hindi ko alam ang dahilan pero tingin ko alam ko. ANO DAW?? LABOOO!
night :I
ciao..
CHECKMATE
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"Being still and doing nothing are very two different things" - Jackie Chan (KARATE KID2010)
"Wala naman ako magagawa ii". . - ACP
;)
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CRAZYLOVE
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I dont understand
Why it must be you
To be the one in my heart
I have met many people
But it must be you eventually
The one in my heart
LOVE is not a coincidence
LOVE can connect you with me
Only the heart knows
The one in my dream
You're the one that I've been waiting
Because the heart is begging
Because the heart is calling
It's certain that you're the only one
There are no reasons
It's just my heart chooses you.
Don't know how long is it
That I have to resist everything
Hide all of the truth in my heart
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn to me
That I pretend to be still
Do you know how much I have to force myself
Can you hear that?
My heart..
Is telling you I love you.
But I cannot reveal my true feeling to you.
Can you here that?
My heart..
Is waiting there for you to open
Though I love you
Though I feel it
But deep inside is not brave enough
Can only hope you will know it..
SOMEDAY..
"Nam, will you be my girl?"
-p'SHONE <3
SONG OF MY LIFE
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