Archive for 2011

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TIME


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So this is it.

This is it?


Really?



God bless.

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JUST SO YOU KNOW


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Siguro kung single ka lang hindi ako mag-aalinlangang

Kausapin ka
Pansinin ka
Titigan ka
Kurutin ka =)
Batiin ka

Pero hindi eh kaya nagagawa ko na nalang ay
Sungitan ka
Daanan ka
Konting tingin
Supladuhan ka

That's the BIG difference.

However, though things are quiet complicated, at the end of the day I can't help to fall in love with you.
JUST SO YOU KNOW.


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UNPLANNED CONTACT


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It was sunny and I was sad
We accidentally met in the corridor
You smiled at me and I looked at you with a blank face
Your eyes spoke to my heart
You sent me an unclear message with a chill down to my spine
You made me think two unaffected questions at a same time for the most confusing 5 seconds of my life
I missed you when you turned away and moved on
I wanted to grab you and hug you
But my long arms said "it's enough,think first".
I'm not the same person that day till now.

Wishing you all the happiness the world could give.
My shoulders are always free for you.

If only you could see it
If only you would see more than just ACP on a red shirt, you could see a beautiful world.


ciao =)







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BEST THING


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The best thing about LOVE is that it could touch the deepest part of my heart.
The best thing about ME is that I let LOVE touch the deepest part of my heart.
The best thing about YOU is that YOU always touch the very deepest part of my heart.


-ACP

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LETTERS TO JULIET


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Inspirational quote from the movie


" Dear Claire, "What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet "




Wow! I dream to walk to that place called ROME.
And be a Charlie that did nothing but made Sophie fell on her feet.


Eh ang tagal naman kasi nan Sophie ni ACP.
At ang hina dumiskarte ni ACP kay Sophie.
Ano na mangyayari? O.0

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REST


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800 bloody questions have been answered by a single sleepy brain and millions of neurons of mine.
800 boxes have been filled by a lefty.
And 4 days of combat against my laziness.
I have answered some different kinds of questions except,
WHEN ***************?


Isang linggong pahinga,
I need to rest, need to sleep, to forget and to stop thinking.
Hay.
Kahit isang linggo lang  masaya na ako dun.
:(

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HUNTS


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Apat na araw na puro exam ako ngayong linggo.
Sobrang stressful, minsan nakakalimutan ko na kung ano pakiramdam ng maging bata ulit.
Nakakamiss din pala maging elementary at highschool student kasi buong buhay ko noon ay puro gala-laro-gala-laro lang ginagawa ko.
WOOOOOOOH!
Namimiss ko na ang lumang ACP.

Review mode ulit. Kaya ko toh. :)

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FIND ME


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I want to end this so called closest to craziness by doing nothing and live with vacuity.
Hay.
Pagod na ako.
It's your turn.
LOVE, Please find me.

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THE A-TEAM


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I THINK THAT GOD WILL NEVER SEND
A GIFT SO PRECIOUS AS A FRIEND
A FRIEND WHO ALWAYS UNDERSTANDS
AND FILL EACH NEED AS IT DEMANDS
WHOSE LOYALTY WILL STAND THE TEST
WHEN SKIES ARE BRIGHT OR OVERCAST
WHO SEES THE FAULT THAT MERIT BLAME
BUT KEEP ON LOVING JUST THE SAME
WHO DOES FAR MORE THAN CREEDS COULD DO
TO MAKE US GOOD TO MAKE US TRUE
EARTH'S GIFT A SWEET CONTENTMENT LEND
BUT ONLY GOD GIVES A FRIEND - ROSALIE CARTER.

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BUHAY ESTUDYANTE


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LUNES:  Nasa school.
Martes: Nasa school
MIYERKULES: Nasa school
HUWEBES: Nasa school
BIYERNES: Nasa school
SABADO: Nasa school.
LINGGO: Pag may seminar nasa school pa rin.

Araw-araw nasa school kami para mag-aral. Kahit madalas o paminsan-minsan na hindi nakikinig at nag-iingay lang sa loob ng klase eh hindi mo pa rin maitatanggi na wala kang natutunan sa loob ng araw ng lecture.
May pagkakataon na hindi tayo naiintidihan ng mga magulang natin, at may pagkakataong nakalimutan nila na minsan sa buhay nila naging estudyante din sila.

Kanina lang napagdesisyunan ko na hindi ko pa yata kaya sumabak sa isang twist na pwede mangyari at magpabago sa buhay ko, ang BOARD EXAM.
Nakakahiya man aminin pero sadyang tamad talaga ako mag-aral kaya nararamdaman ko na hindi pa ako handa.
Kaya kanina napagalitan pa ako nun sinabi kong hindi ako kukuha ng exam sa july.
Dami nilang sinabi, di muna sila nag-iisip.
Naiintindihan ko naman na gusto nila malagay ako sa magandang katayuan sa buhay pero sana maintindihan nila na hindi yun minamadali, may tamang panahon para dun, may tamang oras sa lahat ng bagay.
Magiging nurse ako.

Sa ngayon nawawalan ako ng gana.
Dapat suportahan nila ako kung ano yun gusto ko hindi yun papangunahan nila ako. HAY.
Nakakawala ng gana.
Bahala na. =(



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Ang Puno’t Dulo ng Pag-Ibig


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Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang

napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede
mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at
totoo pa rin. Ang labo di ba? Pero ang
linaw.

Masaya magmahal. Malungkot
magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason.
Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero
kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero
okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!

May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is
only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi
laude ang standing niya, pero dumating
ang panahon, na-in-love din ang
hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya
ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng
love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya
paminsan, nagiging moron lang.

Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-
ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din
niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang mayayabang,
nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang
pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang
mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang
malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas,
lumalambot.

Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag
dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na
talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh.
Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love
ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words
na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang
WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar.
Magpapaasar ka naman.

Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa
problema ng ibang tao, ang galing-
galing mo? Pero ‘pag problema mo na
yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan
ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong
wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi
mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?

Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga
taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng
pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman
ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap
mabuhay. Pwede na ‘ko mamatay. Now
na!"

At hindi lang ‘yon. Ang sarap din
pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman
nilang masasaktan lang sila eh
magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-
ibig. Tapos ‘pag luray-luray na yung puso
nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may
kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya ‘ko
sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok
sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.
Hayop talaga.

Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko
kakasabi ng mga bagay na
nakakatawa ‘pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-
usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi
siyang nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko
nang eksperto na ‘ko. Pero wala pa rin
akong alam.

Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay
ang katotohanang kapag gusto
magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na
lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong
ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?

Nakakaiyak.

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WAIT


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"We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us."
Isa sa mga bagay na ayoko ay ang maghintay.
Maghintay ng jeep, pila sa school, maghintay ng kalaro sa dota at maghintay ng uwian.
Nakakatamad na nakakabagot.
Pero ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ay yun hintayin mo yun tamang tao sa buhay mo.
Hindi natin alam baka kaklase mo pala, kaaway, kasabayan sa tricycle o di kaya kasabay tumawid ng kalsada.
O di kaya eh yun nagbabasa ng blog nato :P (haha)

GALAXY: There's a lot more things to do than waiting.
You always have a choice to do or not to do the things that will make you happy.
You are free to choose.
BUT. What if you're waiting for someone who's already committed? Would you still wait?
Will you spend your time waiting rather than searching for another?
What will you do ACP?

ACP: I have been there in that situation before, and I did the waiting.
But you know what, the best thing that I did was,
I spent my whole time with her that she spent her free little time with me,
I shared every word that my heart could express,
I whispered every sweet lines and made the stars collide in heaven.
And I embraced her with all my love with no hesitation that she's taken by others hand.
Galaxy, You're asking me what will I do?I just want to do the same,because those are the things that will make me happy.
Waiting is the sweetest effort to do.
Let the time do the work.
Just let it be.

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LESSON


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Sabi nila,
"EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER" the longer we live the more we learn but
I have enough experienced and lessons in love, and I apply it everyday.
I took everything without asking why.
And if I have a pen to write every lessons that I got,
I'm certain that I could fill every space on that board.

I truly wish that you're made of not to give another lessons, assignments and then just go away without saying goodbye,
But to give me a make-up class that will make me realize how incomplete my life is when we're not together.

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THE ONLY WAY THAT I KNOW HOW TO FEEL


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I wish I can go back from where play time was the only reason why I woke-up early and slept late.
I wish I can take a glimpse of yesterday where the only reason of pain were cuts and wounds in my knees every time I fell.
Unlike today, though I have strong knees to support myself,
My brittle heart keeps falling and this ruinous love remains unfair.

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LOVE ME


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YOU,
Today, I can shout in this galaxy how happy I am to indulge in this feeling.
My heart has been broken so many times but it never stops to love.
And now, I see no one special that holds a place inside my heart,
No one could fill the feeling of emptiness BUT
It's you, you fix every pieces.
You complete everything.
Every little things that we have are the most precious moments I'd treasure.
I wish this would be forever.
I'll wait for you.
So love me.
Like the way I'm doing.
I do not promise to do different but
I do promise to do better.
                                                                            Love ME.

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TAKE IT EASY, GOD WILL FIND A WAY FOR YOU


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God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

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LALALALALA ;D


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WAAAAHH. ;D
It breaks my heart.
This is a bad song. Haha.
Ito yun song na kelan lang naging paborito ko.
Ang gondo kasi. MEOOWWW!
HAHAHAHA!!
SERYOSO na!!

Namimiss ko si Chesca sa song nato.
Naalala ko yun mga araw na magkasama kami.
Sa simbahan, sa sinehan, sa mall, sa gym, sa oval, sa jeep, sa plaza.
It was so great to be on her side kahit hindi kami. I felt something that I can't explain.
Akala ko siya na.
Akala ko lang yun. Haha. ;D
Haay. Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko. Haha.
Basta ayun ;( .
HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY-HAPPY

"It's not wrong to reminisce, reminiscing was just like reading old lectures where you've learned to grow"


Hanggang dito nalang siguro.
GOODNIGHT ACP.

meowciao.

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THE WAY WE USED TO BE


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Aha!
This song always make me stun, kaya bawal ko to marinig sa kalsada baka masagasaan ako.
Someone dedicated this song for me. Hindi ko alam kung natatandaan niya pa pero ako tandang-tanda ko pa.
We were chatting that time and we were talking bout anything.
We were okay naman nun. Kaso may sabit. LABOO.
That day was the last day we had a serious talk. After nun wala nang matinong usapan na nangyari.
Puro asaran nalang at sungitan. And now we don't have a communication kahit sa FB, lagi kasi ako offline sa kanya.
She's nice and still ready to mature.
If someday we will meet, honestly, I don't know what to say to you.
Because I've always screwed up in so many ways.
Take care chiquic =))

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THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME


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Gaya nang sabi ko kanina magkukwento ako.
Ito yun isa sa mga song na nagp-play kanina while staring at the solar system.
Anong meron diyan? haha.
I personally dedicated that song to my ex-gf OOPPS! no names.
This song is absolutely romantic ;(
Hindi na dapat pero naaalala ko siya sa song nato.
I always remember how good and sweet she was.
Sabi nga nila ang swerte ko daw sa kanya kasi wala sa itsura ko ang makabola ng ganun klaseng babae. Haha! (si ACP pa)
Naaalala ko siya sa song nato hindi dahil mahal ko pa siya, kundi dahil naaalala ko na minsan pala sa buhay ko may babaeng magmamahal sa akin gaya nang ginawa niya.
She's so perfect for every guy, she's so perfect for me but I got caught, I had short comings.
Haay! nakakamiss din pala yun ganun, yun may naghihintay sa akin pag uuwi ako, yun may nagbabawal sa akin magdota, yun may nang-aaway sa akin kapag hindi ako nagpakita ng buong araw. :D
NAKAKAMISS!
But for everything that I did, there's one thing I'm sure of, I never regret. :)
(NEXT SONG)

meowciao.

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GRABEE BORING :D


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Bakit ganun parang ang bagal kumilos ng araw ng linggo.
Gumising ako ng 10am, kumain ng malamig na cheese burger kasi nakalimutan ko kainin kagabi.
Nanood ng NBA mga 20 minutes lang.
Mga 11am naglaro ako ng games sa ipad, PAUSE!
2pm kumain ako ng tanghalian, PAUSE!
Nakalabas na naman yun aso ko sa kulungan, naghabulan ulit kami.
RESUME! naglaro ulit ako, natapos ko yun isang map mga 4pm.
Pagkatapos ko maglaro naisip ko di pa pala ako naliligo. (HAHAHA)
After maligo kinain ko yun pinabili kong cheese burger ulit at spaghetti.
6:30pm binalak kong matulog pero nauwi sa soundtrip habang nakatitig sa solar system (kisame na may glow in the dark na planets at stars).
Habang nakikinig ng mga kanta sa phone ko madami akong naalala. =)
Masasaya at meron ding malulungkot. (nag-eemo)
Kaya naman mamaya marami ata akong ikukwento sa bestfriend (BLOG) ko tungkol sa mga naaalala ko, pero sa ngayon tatapusin ko muna yun 10 pages term paper ni Sir! BADTRIP!!
Kung hindi ko lang kapwa bisaya yun si Sir hindi ko gagawin to. Nyah!

meowCiao.

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SARAP MATULOG


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It was Saturday at 6am in the morning when one of my pet dog (Pretzel) has moved out in his pethouse.
I was so sleepy that time but I felt the need to capture her because it's not a good idea and truly a big problem if I will leave her outside of her cage, and just to figure out if I really look stupid while sleeping, I made this shot before I get up. KaBoo0m!

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STORIES


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I just finished watching "BEDTIME STORIES".
And I think I am sleepy now.
And hungry. NYAH.

In the usual manner, every movie implies a good lesson for everyone.
It's just a matter of how people act or perceive the ideas of a movie.
Like me, I have a great faculty of perceiving, a great way to perceive every movies that I've watch.

"Your fun is only limited by your imagination"- Skeeter (Adam Sandler)


Don't just live in your dreams ACP, make things real.
Forget the "touch moved" rule, get your Queen and capture the King.
OOOPPPSS! CHECKMATE!


♫ Don't stop believing hold on to that feeling 

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T.T


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Exactly 12:00 midnight and I'm done watching THE NOTEBOOK. 

"Your problem is, you don't do anything to get what you want" - NOAH
This is true, It is my problem. NYAH!


Making a right choice is never hard if you follow your heart.
Sometimes,Time is unkind you will get old sooner but Love never gets old, it is always pure and young.
-ACP

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DISTINCTION


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"Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together."

A desolate cookie could be a partner of a milk.
They taste good when they are together.
A scanty amount of cookies will always be enough as long as there's a milk.
They are way different from each other but their combination is SWEET.

It's like love.
You will know how perfect you are when you find your best partner.

Ciao =)




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POWER UPS


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Father God, 
You've just made things very challenging for me.
You taught me how to clutch important things.
You taught me how and when to let go.
You never fail to acknowledge my existence.

The desire to emulate unnecessary things is not a concern anymore.
I just want to be happy.

Your being omniscience answers this pail of questions inside my heart.
You purge my willfull heart.
You make it winsome.

Father, thank You for the unceasing blessings You give to me.
I always appreciate this life, I always need Your love.
In Your love this life is enough, for You are my everything.

This sadness has limitations.
This remorse will disappear.
I believe that there will be a great time for me.
THANK YOU!!

-ACP-Aguilar

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GROW OLD WITH YOU


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Antok na ako pero dapat ma-post ko muna toh bago matulog baka mawala ang momentum. NYAH!




Kakatapos ko lang panoorin yun "THE WEDDING SINGER".
Tawa ako ng tawa sa movie
I like how the random guys appear and blow some funny lines.
Very classic yun movie, nakakadala nan damdamin. HAHA!
Im in love with this movie. :D


It's an interesting part when some people change their feelings even on the day of their everafter.
Wow! Love moves in crazy ways talaga.
Love is not all about money, security, material things, long-term relationships and looks. It is clear that you want a resume of your partner, not Love.
But, Love is all about what you feel. It's a feeling that someone holds you and says that everything is alright.


Hays, I wanna be a wedding singer of my own wedding.
And I'm gonna serenade the girl of my dream everyday.


*di man tayo sabay lumaki, sabay naman tayo tatanda. :)*


ciao=)









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SCOTT PILGRIM's LESSON


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It is a movie that has a unique way of showing the real essence of life and love.

Napanood ko to last December.
Medyo nakakaloko lang yung mga scenes kasi kung papanoorin mo eh para kang nanonood ng action movie at hindi love story.
Pero kung sa aral na maibibigay nang movie eh saludo ako. nyah!
Kasi the movie shows a very inspirational idea,
Ano naman yun eh puro battle lang napanood ko dun?
Everytime I watch, I feel it.
Yan ang ugali ko pagnanonood ng movie, lagi ko nirerelate sarili ko sa movie.
Anyway, the lesson of the movie inspires me, it tells that in life/love when you're down and when you feel it's over, never give up.
Parang video games lang yan, kapag talo na, wag ka susuko hangga't di mo nakukuha yun gusto mo makuha
Remember, kung game over man yan, don't forget that you always have a COIN to play again.
And that COIN represents the WILL and GUTS.

CIAO =P

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MY NUMBER 1 ♫


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Starting to realize how things become unkind to me.


I love this song.
I hate this song.


Gulo noh?


Kapag masaya kasi ako, ito yun pinapakinggan ko nan pauli-ulit
Kapag malungkot naman ito din pinapakinggan ko.


Kaya naman this song is very important to me.


Feb 22 ngayon
Napakamemorable nan araw natoh kasi sobrang boring.
Halos natulog lan ako sa minor subject namin kanina. 


NAKAKAANTOK.
NAKAKATAMAD
NAKAKALUNGKOT


Hindi ko alam ang dahilan pero tingin ko alam ko.  ANO DAW?? LABOOO!


night :I
ciao..

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CHECKMATE


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"Being still and doing nothing are very two different things" - Jackie Chan (KARATE KID2010)




"Wala naman ako magagawa ii". . - ACP

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;)


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"I worship you my God
 I worship you my God
 I love you
 I love you
Forever I'll sing
Forever I'll be with you"

FATHER, thank you for who I am, for who I'm with.

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CRAZYLOVE


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I dont understand
Why it must be you
To be the one in my heart


I have met many people
But it must be you eventually
The one in my heart


LOVE is not a coincidence
LOVE can connect you with me


Only the heart knows
The one in my dream


You're the one that I've been waiting
Because the heart is begging
Because the heart is calling


It's certain that you're the only one


There are no reasons
It's just my heart chooses you.


Don't know how long is it
That I have to resist everything
Hide all of the truth in my heart


Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn to me
That I pretend to be still
Do you know how much I have to force myself


Can you hear that?


My heart..


Is telling you I love you.
But I cannot reveal my true feeling to you.


Can you here that?


My heart..


Is waiting there for you to open


Though I love you
Though I feel it
But deep inside is not brave enough


Can only hope you will know it..
SOMEDAY..


"Nam, will you be my girl?"
                                         -p'SHONE <3

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SONG OF MY LIFE


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Going back to the corner
When I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleepin' bag
I'm not gonna' move
Got some words on cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Sayin' if you see this girl
Can you tell her where i am

Some try to hand me money
The don't understand
I'm not broke.
I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
But what else can i do?
How can i move on..
When i'm still in love with you

Cause if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth i could be
Thinkin' maybe you'd come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'

Policeman says
"son you can't stay here"
I said
"there's someone i'm waiting for
Been a day a month a year"
Gotta stand my ground
Even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind
This is the first place she will go

Cause if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth i could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'
I'm not movin'

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous
As the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to
But you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
Cause you know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

Cos if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth i could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

Cause if one day you wake up
And find that you're missin' me
And your heart start to wonder
Where on this earth i could be
Thinkin' maybe you come back
To the place that we meet
And you'd see me waitin' for you
At the corner of the street

Goin' back to the corner where
I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleepin' bag
I'm not gonna move